Owner of a Lonely Heart
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âOwner of lonely heartâŚ
Much better than a-
owner of a broken heart.â
- YES
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She was smiling as I lined her lips with the rubies I had borrowed from Blackwatersâ. Borrowed, I repeat, not stolen. Men with black hearts steal to keep. My heart is pure, I only borrow. Besides, what value do trinkets have to the dead?
I remember the day I brought her those lips. It was muddy as the grave was pretty fresh. I had to wait till the mourning was over. The father had wiped off all the tears off the motherâs sunken cheeks. Poor chaps, must have died young, their daughter that is. The mother was fairly young herself but, loss, had aged her. I hid in my usual spot near the rose bushes (the thorns donât hurt you once you get used to it and they smell nice) and watched her cry. I too had wished the Lord would have taken her instead of her daughter. She had wonderful lips!
Graves are like buried treasure. I love buried treasure! Itâs an absolute delight going to Blackwatersâ every night and dig them up. Like a pirateâs booty they contain all sorts of gems, fancy clothes, sometimes even caviar and wine. I always ask the owner before taking any of course, and they never say no. You wonât believe it but the Dead are really nice and generous. Not at all scary like in those silly moving pictures. I never take the coins though for they belong to the ferryman.
My nameâs Pym and I am an artist. I have an eye for beautiful things my mum used to say. I wasâŚNevermind,you wouldnât want to know about me. This is about Stella. Oh, I call her Stella because like a star she brightens up my nights (Stella mean âstarâ in Latin, headstones can be very informative).
My Stellaâs perfect. Unlike those women on the  high streets with low self esteem. After all, I created her. I took all that Blackwaters could offer and gave it to Stella.  I borrowed the hazel eyes off a pretty little boy who had died on his tenth birthday. Her teeth belonged to the dentistâs kin. Her breasts were of a mother who had died at childbirth and her nethers were of a woman who had never sinned. Organ by organ, bone to bone I crafted her. Her dimensions ignited passion, her demeanour inspired lust. I am not materialistic but a woman like that had to be dressed to the nines. I covered her in expensive fur to warm her ivory skin but she remained cold. I brought rings of gold for her lifeless fingers. I even managed a tiara to crown her ebony hair but it crumbled. I even gave her lips the warmth of mine, to no effect. She was all a man could dream of, and she was just a dream. My dream.
Stella needed shoes. White, to go with her red dress. I didnât understand why she would need any but⌠Women.The moon was full and the marble headstones were glowing in her giddiness. The local cat, Lord Blackwater (well he was black) was sitting majestically atop Mr Bastetâs granite stone. A fresh grave had been laid, âMs Diona Lovedale. Age 21. Young Goddess. Forever beautifulâ.  The Lovedales drank expensive wine and lived in a mansion. The Heiressâ mausoleum was no less. The mausoleum was of white slate with  black granite dolphins flrolicing and white doves caught in midflight. The windows were bordered with seashells and you could still smell the rose bush which had been cleared the previous morning.
The clouds were gathering like black cloaks in Danse Macabre. Mr Blackwater let out a slow purr and dissolved in the darkness. I was getting nervous. I donât like the dark.  Clumsier than usual, I got out my tools. Getting in was easy. Iron works well against wood and coloured glass. Diona looked stunning. Her skin was the colour of red quartz and her hair, sun kissed gold. She wore a silk gown and red shoes of a brand I didnât know. Her supple waist was  defined by a girdle of gold links and precious stones.  At first I was hesitant to touch her. I feared that it might wrinkle her perfect skin. She was exactly like I imagined Stella. I bent down and kissed her hoping that like sleeping beauty she would wake from her eternal slumber. She didnât. I knew she was dead. Even Stella was dead. No, she was never alive in the first place. I had nobody to love me, everything was a lie.
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Stella was a lie. If only she were real⌠âIf only like Cinderella this shoe would fit my Stellaâ⌠IF⌠I broke down. âWhy am I alone?â, I cried out. With each acquisition shot, the sky roared with laughter. Even it mocked my isolation.
I think, Diona understood. Her face was serene and with eyes closed she was listening like a little girl just pretending to be asleep past bedtime. Suddenly, there was a giant flash. A lightning bolt had struck an old tree nearby. In panic, I swung around and the sweat on the back of my neck felt cold (or was it rain?). âMaybe Diona didnât want me taking her shoesâ. I leaned to pick up the shoes but my body wouldnât listen and my mind couldnât complain. I ran. I tasted ash as the wind blew across my face. I ran as fast as my feet could take me.
I stopped running and sat down on the kerb to catch my breath and curse my luck. I was wet and cold  longed for someone to assure me that Iâm safe.Then, just past the heavy iron gates I saw her. The rain had stopped and the moon was free of the occult ritual but the spell had been cast.
Note: This short story is inspired by Pygmalion and Galatea, the story of a sculptor who fell in love with his creation and wished his creation to life.


